I know its been a super, super, SUPPPPPPERRR LONG TIME since I did any updating on the journal. I'm usually very, very bad about journals, but I think I could do better with a youtube! Very soon I'm going to start my own channel and i'm going to upload some content for you guys! Most of it might be about daily life, or games i'm playing (which I don't play games very often. Just whenever i'm in the mood) to my betta fish and other random things!
Arting for me hasn't really been going very well lately, I've been down and depressed and that affects not only my muse, but my motivation as well. Which means my artwork is pretty much = shot to hell. At least right now until I can get into a situation that helps to de-stress.
There's still a lot of stress at work; but there's more stress at home than there is at work, and I've gotten to the point to where I just can't take it anymore. I've reached my limit, i'm done, i'm done. I'm done with the family fighting, i'm done with the arguing over stupid shit, i'm done with the being yelled at for no reason. I'm done with just.. the whole situation.
So I went out looking at apartments and found some nice places, but the first place I went to. I totally adored! I loved it to no end! So much space! Nice pool! Aughh just.. I want it.. it's in my price range! -- a lot of the other apartments were either run down, not well taken care of, or in unsafe neighborhoods. Ew.
I didn't go with fancy ether. anything over $500 was an automatic NO from me. I didn't care how nice it looked. All I wanted was space, pet friendly and dishwasher. I found just that... now here comes the problem.. I need the money to move out.
Like most of America I have a job; a long paying job I've been at for 7 years. While I only get paid twice a month, I'm currently still paying rent at the place i'm staying in (with family); I pay $300 for rent. Which is fine, on top of the other bills I've got as well. Which means trying to save up money is hard work.
Also trying to get little things for my non-existant apartment, which makes it even harder. The car I'm supposed to get will also be gotten, so I can get out. However, this just means I need a little bit of help!
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